Just an update and a Revelation!

“It’s a brand new day, the sun is shinning, it’s a brand new day, for the first time in such a long long time I know I’ll be okay!” (Radin)

After such a long, long, long time I have finally realized how lucky I am to have the people who are in my life. The new, the old, and the one’s who have gotten me through the past couple of years. I felt like a tornado and couldn’t really figure out who I was as a person. I was defined as something that I didn’t want to become. I am a twenty year old woman and I am finally on the path of self discovery. I never realized how much I have in my life until now.  I was walking around town today and noticed a pattern with the people I saw, they all were taking their time and seemed to be enjoying what they were doing and who they were with. I hope that in years to come I can just sit down and do exactly that! I had always felt that I needed to be busy and that I had to stick with the norm of American society, but traveling as made me realize that I need to step back and enjoy the beauty that life has to offer, is that so hard? Yes, it is for me I was always in such a hurry to grow up that I let myself drown in my own obsessions. I have started to revive my life and I am so glad that I have you to be apart of it!

Now, moving on to Ireland. I have been here for almost three weeks and I am finally getting over the fact that things will be different and I have been embracing this. The children have tried to get away with a few things, and they do because of their cute faces (haha)! I walk every day through the town and it has been very inspiring and good for my physical and mental health. I have been bugging Jackie to come with and one day she will J I have my Josh Groban and Joshua Radin to keep me company J I have lots of exciting events going on next week, it is my birthday and halloween. And they go crazy for both here: birthdays and halloween.  ANNE LISCHWE is coming to celebrate I am very EXCITED! We are going to Galway for my 21^st, coming back to Mullingar, and than to Dublin on Saturday for some halloween fun! I will have more pictures next week for sure and the kids are half on fall break, so we will be traveling as well. Well more later……..

I’ll be seeing you…….